So I had a breakdown this morning. I need a job. I feel like I am contributing absolutely nothing to this household, and it sucks. I applied for a job last night and had a rejection email before I woke up this morning. It seems to be a never ending cycle—application, rejection, application, rejection, application, nothing, application, rejection…That 3+ hours I spent last week in the multiple interviews at the same company? I got a call this week to go in for a pre-screening. Like they didn’t even remember I was there! Did not help my outlook.
I know that its coming, I can’t be unemployed forever, and I will have money coming in from the studio soon, but I need something now. Even if its not idel, I can keep looking—I just need SOMETHING!
Because I’m in this funk, I’m also not motivated to do anything around the house. My house should be spotless right now. It’s not. I mean its not dirty, but its not as neat and clean as it should be with my being home all damn day. And I’ve not exercised in about two weeks as well.